May 13, 2013

never used paperclay before...i quite like it!! needed to do a time-based project for my weird painting class, so i'm planning on trying to project something inside this little house. but things always change last we'll see how it goes this week. 

i'm really confused about what i want to do or be...graduation is really soon. but they say the most important thing is to just keep making stuff. i can do that, lol. 

i was thinking the other day, that when i was in kindergarten, i wanted to be an artist. and i never really wanted to be anything else. even in high school when i thought becoming an artist was something meant to happen to other people. 

i must say, it's been little over a week since finishing my film and it's been....really nice to be able to think about other things. like reading~ 

May 5, 2013



ho mai gaht, that was way more difficult/emotionally challenging/humbling than I ever thought it could be, and I can't judge whether it's good or bad, but I have to say I did my best! And I did a lot of failing, but somehow I have a short film now. You wouldn't know it by looking at it, but the entire process from character conception to final render took NEARLY 9 months. ACCHhh.

Lots more to think about, especially now that I have to switch my brain mode into looking for a way to earn a living. Somehow. Some way. LOL. oh dear. Not sure what my "career goal" is anymore. I just want to experience as much as I can in a way that lets me explore without false intentions.

But that is the most difficult part of calling yourself an artist, no? I assume so. I mean. HAVEN'T GRADUATED YET. It happens on June 1 :)

Can't wait to post it up soon ^^ Not sure exactly when that will be, but thanks to my friends for your encouragement, and to the random passersby who sent encouragement as well. Means a lot when one person believes in you! There is a big difference between someone complimenting your work, and someone telling you that they think you have the ability to make good work.

I wonder what will happen next.